A Living Death


AUTHOR: MARIE
SUMMARY: Cordelia’s POV from within her coma.
RATING: PG13
POSTED: 17 Nov 2003
CATEGORY: CORDELIA POV / ANGST
CONTENT/PAIRING: Cordelia POV
WARNINGS: None Listed
FICPIC CREDIT: N/A
AUTHOR NOTES: Because I’m disillusioned with the way Cordy has been treated and left lying in a coma and I think our heroine would deal with being left in a coma in one of two ways. She would either despair and want to die; or she would want to kick angel’s ass and scream at him to get her out of this!!
STATUS: Complete


A LIVING DEATH

For that is what it is;

Looking down from above I see myself unable to move; yet fully aware;

He leaves me trapped inside this empty vessel;

Bodily functions controlled by tubes and wires;

He comes to talk to me;

In his own mind he still has me;

Every day he pulls the chains that bind me to this hell a little tighter;

Wait just a little longer Cordelia;

We’ll get you back; he says

Ignoring the one solitary tear that slowly travels its way down my ice cold face;

Back to what I want to scream; but the words lie unspoken in the back of my throat;

One heroic warrier – but not for me

It’s not his fault; not really; he is nothing but a pawn in their games;

Pull the plug Angel;

Disconnect me;

Be kind and kill me for I am already dead.


…THE END…


 

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